A train.
A big city.
A fast paced intensive course.
New people.
New places.
New challenges.
I've been waiting anxiously for this day to arrive and now it is only hours away. I am taking my first big step towards a career in journalism... I am tempted to dissolve into tears of anxiety; to drown in the dread of the unknown. But...
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. - Philippians 4:6-7I believe in God's promises. I can not thank Him enough for His provision and His peace and His protection. I am blessed beyond imagining. He has promised to guard my heart and mind in Christ and I believe He does and will continue to.
I know that He has lead me here. I know taking this course is my next step. Now I know I need to give God the little things that have me worrying. Because He is sovereign over them too!
I remember, on our trip this summer, being fascinated by the little things; the tiny details God has designed in creation. I marvel over the work of little caterpillars.
I stare in awe at the intricacy of a flower.
I study the tiny designs in the leaves.
God's glorious fingerprints are everywhere; the evidence of His care and precision and attention is all around me in the inanimate world. How much more will He give His care to the details of my life? Small things like getting a good sleep tonight, arriving at the train on time, finding parking, where I sit in class, who will sit beside me, who my professors are, and what they shall teach me...all this is in His hands and will follow according to His sovereign plan.
And so. Tomorrow is coming. No sense in worrying. I rest in Him. May His will be done, for His glory alone.
Would appreciate your prayers as I embark on this journey.
Dear precious girl, you have gone to the only source there is that can give you the peace that passes all understand. You know that you will be close to my heart all day tomorrow...love you so much. And remember to enjoy all the new experiences!
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